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2004-02-04
Addicted ...
I'm sitting here staring at the wall. But I'm not all alone.. While Clays there in my head... I barely breathe.. Or still control my life... But I'm telling you.. To give me a break.. To see I'm still me... And I'm not Addicted! If I were Addicted... Then I would have pictures in my room! If I were Addicted... I would dream of him at night.. If I were Addicted.. I'd rerun every tape.. It would be unmistakable... My knees buckling where I stand... I would be drooling all over that man... If I were Addicted....WAIT! I already am! Pass out! I'm glad you can't see me... Even when I flip out... I'm glad you can't hear me... I am nothing without Clay.. Just a shadow on the day... My odd behavior Would surely draw a crowd.. I keep saying his name. My love here has no bounds... I can do all his steps... The moves that he makes.. It sure does impede.. What's left of my mind! But you can all see... That I'm NOT Addicted! If I was Addicted.. Then I would think he was my groom...
If I was Addicted.. I'd be in La La land.. If my mind was unsalvageable.. I would think we had a son.. And I was his only one.. If I was Addicted....WAIT! I already am! Written by: Sandi Posted by: Wendy in FL |